Catch myself

Singer: Staring at the wall. Imagine, what I've done for me by now.
For my future?
Nothing! 
I'm staring at a dark, groundless hole on the wall. 

I have to catch myself! Every morning I wake up and
wonder where I am. Once I want to die as a human
who was alive.
My own lifes swallows my soul and all it leaves is an
empty body.

Staring at the wall.
Imagine, what I've done for me by now.
For my future?
Nothing!
I'm staring at a dark, groundless hole on the wall.

I have to catch myself!
Chorus: Catch myself. Catch myself!
Singer: What do humans need to have got a good live?!
They need things that I'll never get.
The boring way my live became hurt me.
I wish I had protection I wish I had a helping hand!

Staring at the wall.
Imagine, what I've done for me by now. For my future?
Love! I found love! Now my live has sence!
Chorus: Catch myself. Catch myself!
Singer: I caught myself!