For a second there
I went crazy
All the things that had been going on
I just cracked under the pressure
I really thought that this would be best for both of us
I almost made the biggest mistake I could possibly make
You know I never want to lose you
But when you told me that people say you changed since you know me
That was like a knife straight into my heart
I couldn’t take the thought of changing you
The first time I met you
I immediately liked you just the way you were
I could never forgive myself if I changed you for the worse
 
You know how I never apologize
Because at some point in time
I meant it
But now I’m begging you to forgive me
I’m sorry
I acted so selfish
The thought of hurting you
It makes me sick
I really do regret what I did
I’m so sorry
 
Please understand
How much I’m hurting
I’ve got a lot of enemies already
And I know I say I don’t care
But I’m only human
There’s only so much I can take

So I thought just for one moment
That it would be best if I let you go
And let you carry on with your life
You have no idea
What hell I went through
That one night, coming home,
Closing the door and collapsing into tears
 
I wouldn’t know what to do without you
You’re the only one who seems to understand me
The one I go to when I’m losing my way
Every time I fall
You always seem to catch me
Out of all the people that claim they do
You’re the only one who really knows me
 
You know how I never apologize
Because at some point in time
I meant it
But now I’m begging you to forgive me
I’m sorry
I acted so selfish
The thought of hurting you
It makes me sick
I really do regret what I did
I’m so sorry
 
I always say I’m strong
And that there’s nothing that could conquer me
Now, you’ve got me down on my knees, 
begging you please
Forgive me
I didn’t think straight
All this pressure made me lose my mind