How many times
have you been asking me now
to tell you what's going on
inside my head?
How many times
have you been begging me now
to let you in?

I need your shoulder now
every day I feel like crying
I need you here to listen
to try and understand
I need your hand, your quidance
'cause I don't know
I just don't know
I've lost my way back home

For so long
I've been
keepin' that straight face
just to see you smile
just to set your heart free
but didn't you say
'everyone breaks eventually'?

I need your shoulder now
every day I feel like crying
I need you here to listen
to try and understand
I need your hand, your quidance
'cause I don't know
I just don't know
I've lost my way back home

Do you know
how hard I've tried?
I know you know
I wouldn't give up
without a fight
I gave all my strength
it didn't seem to change

All I can do now
is tell you my story
and pray to all the gods
that you'll understand
All I can say now
is that I am sorry
and that I'd rather die
than see you cry
My only fight now
is for your safety
All I wanna do is
see you happy and healthy
My only goal is
going back to being
who you need me to be

My only hope is
that you meant it
when you said

I'd have your shoulder
in case I felt like crying
You'd be there to listen
to try and understand
I'd have your hand, your guidance
In case I'd lose my mind someday
you'd show me the way
home